~ZeroSamus

Hey every one! I got ROCT for my 6th Period! Its going to be fun... and scarey as well. I was there today for the first time, and I felt excited, yet nervouse and scared. I later found out in the period that I was the only 1st year Cadet in that class, the rest were 3rd/4th year Cadets, man I felt out of place...

I had no clue what any one was talking about. I hope I do well in ROTC, maby not in PT but hopefuly every thing else.

Man I felt scared and out of place. Hopefuly I will make great friends there

I just got into this online game called Dragon cave, and I alredy have 4 eggs =] one dies in 4 days! Need more clicks and view for it to hatch!

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the split colored blue one is the one thats close to dieing! D=

But yeah its cute and fun!

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hatch damn eggs hatch!

Samusheaperd-goes to Blue

Sun334-Remains Red




well I was sent to blue army. Man I feel horriable, Im sorry FM Raz! D=

Sorry Zulu and D33 D=

My buddie Sun stayed red, what are the chances of that? ><

Oh well Now I sing a new song, no longer a red bird but a blue jay.
Blue Army FTW

Well my xbox live clan Forerunner Conflicts 2ed war is over! Red army one yay! Red Army FTW...

maby I should rething the FTW part, because FC is having a draft where you can get shiped to the other army! I signed up for that draft,a nd will probably be saying Blue Army FTW! So I migth have to change my signature, and make a few blue army stuff for my deviantart!

Man it feels like Im leaving family, red army members have been so nice to me, we had so muchf un. Now they rarely talk to me since I signed for the draft D: I hope they dont hate me.

Any who, my router still sucks. No money for that ne wmodem I was promised wehn I got home from TN, I might have to wait till I can get a job of my own, who knows.

until then see you all later! xD

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It also feels like all my friends in red hate me for signing up for the draft. My friends in blue are happy but... man I am sad now, I hope my red friends dont hate me

So yeah I got home a while ago, and every thing was ok, till I had a mental break down, just hit the floor crying. God I miss my cousin cory, grandma joan, aunt tammy, uncle mike, and all their pets. I shall post pics of them if I can find thecords to my printer/scanner.

any way these next days will be dark ones, filled with sad crying nights, lonely mornings. Its going to be hard to ajust to the time zone once again, but harder to wake up to not having me aunt say "You woke up early! are you sure your redy to wake up?" or my grandma saying "morning baby doll" or my cousins smile, he does not talk much, just smiles and laughs. He is one nice guy, super tall, I miss him the most. And Kennith, our best friend, who is a cop, not hearing him say "was up player?" in a high pitched voice. gawd it hurts me, kills my inside but I will survive. Wounded, but still going onwards.